Fasting
Got to see josh this week and i am doing decently. I have truly been struggling with depression as well as thoughts of leaving. I am going to be fasting as President has advised me to do to know whether this is where I should continue or if home is [where] I should go. I just love you all so much and I am not a fan of the constant unsuccess that is felt and the feeling of being unloved. I hope you all are staying safe and are not disappointed [in me]. I love you all thanks so much for the people leaders and love y'all have been in my life. Love Elder Lindblom